You followed her rules.
Took their advice.

Honored your mother even when she dishonored herself, you, and motherhood

Been a passive participant in your life, an accessory to your own abuse by sacrificing yourself in the name of being a good daughter.

Your resiliency has been pimped to the max. She knows you'll bite your tongue, bounce back, shake it off, and even when you get pissed and leave, she knows you'll always come back.

Your mother being at war with herself has caused you to go into war with yourself trying to be her peace.

It can end right here.

You are her daughter, not her property,
Her child, but not a child.

Breathe in this truth and exhale the lies that you've been conditioned to believe.